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Blondie: Accepted to Illinois, Indiana, UNC, and Michigan.

Brandon: Accepted to a variety of places, notably UCSD, Chicago, Princeton, and Harvard.

Penelope: Accepted to Bryn Mawr.

Mary Frances: Accepted to Bryn Mawr.

Me: Accepted to Cornell and Boston U, rejected from Indiana. Waiting impatiently for the letters from everywhere else.

This happened the year that I was in Israel.

The man behind the counter at the hostel looked askance at the three of us: Adam, tall and balding (already–at 24), with a gentle North Carolina accent; Ryan, who had a dark tan, a crazy black beard, and an angry scowl that made him look even more like a terrorist; and me, wearing a long bright skirt and shredding flip-flops, both more and less naive than I looked. Were we…a couple? A triplet? Or just three more insouciant and impolite American tourists? When we asked for dormitory rooms (sleeping by gender rather than by party) he was relieved, I suspect.

The hostel itself was in the Armenian quarter, as best I remember, not far from the Jaffa Gate, a cross between a miniature Romanesque temple and a college dorm. Its rooms were small and crowded, but nothing out of the ordinary, and a bargain at 14 shekels (less than 4$) a night. What it could (and did) boast of was the view. Although we’d virtually had to tunnel down into the rock to get to the lobby, when we clambered up onto the roof, we saw the Old City stretched out in front of and below us, beautiful and tarnished: medieval domed churches with TV antennaes sprouting like insect feelers, the corrugated roofs of makeshift houses, minarets with their graceful crescents, and in the distance the Dome of the Rock, golden, regal, and unconcerned with the life beneath it.

“You know what we need?” said Ryan. “Wine.”

“Figs,” I put in. “I haven’t had figs in like three days.”

“Cheese and crackers,” said Adam. “Send Jerusalem out in style.”

We descended into the city.

An hour later we reconvened as the sun set over the Mount of Olives. The romance of Jerusalem that had taken irrevocable hold of my tourist’s brain was fighting a losing battle with the experience of being ripped off (yet again) by the vendor who sold us his last tired bag of figs and getting lost (yet again) on our way back to the hostel. We sat on the battered couches and toasted Jerusalem well into the night with our wine and cheese and fruit. Tomorrow I would head for Egypt with these two friends of a few weeks. “Jerusalem, the city of nostalgia,” I thought as I looked out over it. “So much more romantic from a safe distance.”

Final round of the Poetry Out Loud competition went down tonight–what a wonderful, grand time. Beautiful poems read and performed beautifully. I was actually very glad to be a teacher–if I were a student I think I’d have been eaten up with nerves and really wanted more than anything else to win, whereas as a teacher I got to enjoy and applaud everyone’s poems without thinking, “Is she going to sabotage my chances?” Some really beautiful and unusual poems chosen too–a nice mix of the ones that were new and the ones discovered anew.

One girl read Shakespeare’s “Sonnet 116.”

Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments; love is not love
Which alters when it alteration finds
Or bends with the remover to remove.
Oh no; it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken;
It is the star to every wand’ring bark
Whose worth’s unknown, although his height be taken.
Love’s not Time’s fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle’s compass come;
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error, and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.

Awesome.

Oh, also–on a more personal note, I got an interview at Cornell for their Near Eastern Studies program! Woohoo! That is, naturally, the one school that Blondie did not get into for chemistry…but it’s still good to be that much closer to an acceptance.

“…In the meanwhile she had got her mood on to paper–and this is the release all writers, even the feeblest, seek for as men seek for love; and, having found it, they doze off happily into dreams and trouble their hearts no further.”

-Gaudy Night, by Dorothy L. Sayers

From Rainer Maria Rilke’s “Letters to a Young Poet”

You are so young, so before all beginning, and I want to beg you, as much as I can...to be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.